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Keeping secrets…
I’m noticing a LOT of Gold-colored cars following me around, so I should add a few new things to my Yoly Mind-Control ASSociations glossary, and even a lot of references to my ex-boyfriend (since I am running out of money… more at mrboy09.livejournal.com), again, as explained before: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23810053404, more excuses to be a hater, by trucks following me around with “dahl” and even an actually blonde “doll” sitting around randomly at the place I bank… I’ve NEVER been convicted of a crime, and so while sitting at Burger King today, after seeing a “dahl” truck, after telling you about my incident with my flake brother over asking for money, I synchronistically saw a sticker on the payphone that reads “This Payphone is Tapped…” thanks to the Patriot Act, and no warrants are required. That’s how nature always finds a way to tell me, “it’s a needless guilt trip, there are bigger problems in the world, you’re doing your best, don’t pay attention to the denial and running away from obligations by others”… I tried to help expose and find out more about false-flag terrorism because I believe these things are being used to harm us all… I don’t like all of the U.S. Constitution but it respects our alienable rights for the most part, unlike the Patriot Act, which was likely brought on by false-flag terror, in order to take away due process and to make it so every man, woman and child in this country is Guilty of crimes until proven Innocent, the EXACT opposite of how it should be. While I’m trying to find out info to help us all, you all seem to be worried about problems that may affect only a few individuals who might give me money (like people just in this community, just in my sphere of influence, just in this country)… talk about narrow-mindedness… it’s time to see the bigger picture and leave me out of b/s excuses… the “appeal to pity” that is supposed to make me feel guilty for NOT being convicted of a crime against my ex-boyfriend… no, I don’t feel guilty for him abandoning me a zillion times to go travel abroad, for him to be seeing another woman near his office during lunch breaks, for him possibly knowing about the remote-skin-torture I remember mildly experiencing while living with him, for him willingly forking over money to get my apartment, for him trying to set me up for getting arrested because I was using his money to pay the rent at the same apartment where he was on the Lease, not as a co-signer, but as if he were a tenant there too… in fact, he may have been legally liable for the rent which is why I was never convicted for anything against him… except in this bogus worldly court of public opinion. I feel guilty for thinking that people like my brother really knew how to treat others and so for some reason (maybe not having the right skin color) thought I wasn’t worthy enough to teach interpersonal skills to, so then I feel guilty for not treating my ex right, even though half the time I was living in his home we were broken up, separated, just roommates… but Hollywood has shown me that part of the exhibitionist/sexy training/brainwashing on women involves not only psychological threats of this skin-torture stuff but making them feel they’ll always get kicked out (work, housing, imprisonment, even death), it was more predictive programming on his part… I feel guilty for not having found a cure for AIDS to help my mothers, though in my research I have found it’s likely AIDS/HIV doesn’t even really exist, rather a culmination of different disorders mixed by people in labs, much like the vaccinations getting people sick rather than preventing anything… but that’s something I have no control over, so I refuse to hold real guilt on most things because there’s just nothing I can do, or circumstances prove that I am doing my best… victimization is what’s going on… here are few more terms:
Cages: a reference to Faraday Cage, electromagnetic and/or microwave weaponry torture, slavery
Dolls: (see also Cages) pedophilia, reminder of my ex-boyfriend last-named Amdahl, money, law-suit, lies of theft, Indian giver, to be stingy or not show generosity towards me
FYI, I might be getting ultimate punishment for not keeping secrets, finding out about stuff and telling everyone… I just don’t think keeping secrets is healthy unless it’s totally benign like for a surprise birthday party (for someone who is not being abused regarding their birthday in the first place). I think the secrets I find out about and share, or I hope, will benefit you all.
Accountability…
So, remember when I told you I wrote my cousin/bro asking him for money: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23524342072, I said I’d wait about a week to see his response… and being the authority on righteousness and respect that he is basically threw more “appeal to pity” fallacies at me… I warned him about this specific fallacy in the previous email hoping he’d directly approach my argument that deserting me at such a vulnerable time would be a direct opposition to “respectability”, how he presumes I should behave though I am being remote skin molested, and dealing with other forms of remote torture I can’t stop at the moment… I did want him to feel pity for the situation, so perhaps I am confused about this fallacy, although I am not about him committing it also… he says I decided to be “free of the family” so now it’s my fault he can’t help me… I responded by reminded him that he is delusional about that idea, because I went into foster care after living with his mother, because she was becoming too sick and I deserved a better standard of living, I had incidents of her, my biological mother and my cousin/brother hitting me, I made the right choice… I eventually was legally emancipated, the court, who at the time was my legal guardian, told me I should do as I please, while abiding by the law, as a near-adult. When I went to Oregon, supposedly “freeing myself” from the family, I went right back to living with my cousin/brother, obviously you can not consider yourself free of anything if you’ve directly involved yourself again… deserting the family was not what I did… I dunno what you call it at the moment, but anyhow, when living in California I made contact with him as well as reconnecting with other long-lost family members, again… can’t be considered desertion when you’re talking to these people. He used the word “sermon” in his response… that I am preaching to him to stop being full of it like everyone else in denial of what I’m going through… I think this is an enormous situation considering how constant it is and how it can go on for years, how it’s clearly torture (in the Land of the “Free”) and could happen to anyone… I AM THE ONLY ONE I KNOW TALKING ABOUT REMOTE SKIN TORTURE, I never see documentaries ANYWHERE about this, nobody in the media EVER talks about it and when it is talked about it, it’s esoterically/secretly… I told him it started when I was researching conspiracies, who knows what he’s gonna say about that except he ought to remember, as he clearly forgot that I went BACK to live with him after supposedly DESERTING the family for good as a teenager, that I learned about the New World Order, RFID chips, etc. from him! But, he’s gonna deny that too and pretend that he’s (and men) are the only ones allowed to research these things… I think it’s bull, a bunch of fake excuses for everything… the injustice around me mounts the more truth I uncover… how funny like Public Storage wanted to evict me, after trying to stay here, after applying to work here, nobody ever called me about it… and now somebody else gets the job with free housing on the premises and I have to live in a tent… I told him what the doc with the Unemployment/Disability Insurance people concluded that I am disabled, though I am “all there” enough not need institutionalization and can work atleast part time, though without a phone or car and now running out of money, who knows how that’s gonna happen or if it’s even ethical to put myself near tons of people while being remote-skin-tortured (so it can happen to them, like if someone has a pace-maker around me, no way)…
So, if “sermon” is a reference to MOUNtains, like my using my money to travel and now have run out of it, I still don’t feel guilty for it, as the constant death threats made it more evident that if I might not be able to travel in the future, it was urgent to do so… I think after being abused by them and still talking to them over the phone, dealing with them telling me lies about how they’d come to visit me and never actually did… my bro Lazaro all about sending me new house rules for him moving to Orlando (check my glossary) about a month ago and now not responding to my emails when I’m all hoping it’ll work out… it’s just more of the same, it’ll carry on… They’re probably about the same idol-worship stuff I am trying to expose with religion (male, astronomy, animal worship in reality perhaps), hating on that, on top of the zillion other conspiracies (feminism to property taxes to Hollywood symbolism to false-flag terrorism and so on and on), that they can’t wrap their brains around it intellectually enough to have compassion for me… I always thought it was odd that he had a yellow bird in a cage when I came from Oregon to stay with him for awhile… now I know what it means in Hollywood Symbolism and how it’s directly connected to the remote skin torture I am getting, it’s a reference to a Faraday Cage… so likely he joined the dark side when I moved to Oregon and even though the rest of you don’t realize you’re on the dark side too, will be the factor for which the abuse/denial/desertion carries on with me. My point is what I asked for is close to $100 per month, if the world of people in denial about my situation could come together with a few pennies each, you’d reach this goal and more, but the Truth, and a desire to live in oblivion will overcome any sense of Love… that’s just how it’s gonna be so I have to live with that… I do know he wanted to be a Christian Priest growing up, that’s why I wen to church with him a lot, and so I presume he knows about my Bull God of the Bible studies and like everyone else is probably embarrassed and taking that out on me… they probably never expected me to find out as finding Truthiracy was another synchronicity, a coincidence, that had I made a split second decision other wise might’ve never happened… I might still be in the dark about it… even though Truthiracy doesn’t respect me either and like the rest of the man-cults won’t help unless I prove something about myself (being the myth of Satan or the myth of Jesus) they won’t have the scapegoat they desperately desire… some people in the world have this huge need to have an excuse to hate others… for me right now, it’s the exact opposite… as faults keep happening around me and then I am supposed to believe other people really know the best ways to treat others… ordeals in this country have amounted to people living beyond their means, mountains of debt, religiosity above nature and the environment, disrespect for life (even the treatment of what we eat), and things like eugenics because we in fact DO NOT know how to treat one another… and I don’t have much faith in the maturity of people in this country to honestly solve our bigger problems… things are looking bleak, apart from what’s occurring with me.
Was just watching: Alex Jones Show: Thursday (5-24-12) - Dr. Jerome Corsi, and noticed it was kinda odd the shirt he was wearing (not just because it’s nice to see him wearing something more than once, like in Hollywood now, all the kids are always wearing new clothes, except in the show “My So Called Life”, one of the very few where it wasn’t always about a new outfit, consumerism)… but it was patterned around the breast area, could this be a reference to recent entry about breasts: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23635563034, curiously I noticed that I was having trouble plugging in my usb-internet device, it happened to have the exact same bending I’ve noticed before, I wrote about this too somewhere in my tumblr journal, about 6 months ago… I found a campsite called Preston something or other, noticed no signs not to camp there and so Rose and I setup camp, only to wake up to a Highway Patrol guy telling us we were allowed to be there and suddenly my TomTom GPS device no longer worked that day due to the connection parts being bent too… I was infuriated and thought it was sabotage, that THEY had the keys to my rental car and went through my stuff, as my laptop also got smash while in the car a few weeks later… The entry I wrote earlier today: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23690366838, talked about a mother and child, just the same thing awaiting me when I went to the same store here: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23393506377, the blondish lady from “Bosnia” was panhandling with her infant, looking for a place to stay… I gave her coupons to Burger King, $0.50 and wished her luck… another hoax… probably… Anyways, the Alex Jones show at the beginning seemed to go on quite a bit about technology this, technology that… then a scene about a booby girl, and I’d feel every mean thing he was literally saying to me personally… like when he talks in the Second Person… “you are this… you are that”, he wasn’t talking to Third Person: they, them… either way, Jones always goes on about “fighting, punching, hitting, revolution”… this guy seems to me sooooo the Communist/Jesuit/Freemasonic agenda, always hinting at violence, I used-to think I could see right through it, just use the search keywords: “Alex Jones Exposed”, revealed or whatever to check out some dirt, even him seemingly picking fights during protests… look at the documentary: Communist/Illuminati Tactics… that’s why I liked Thrive The Movie, it spoke about non-compliance and non-aggression. Anyways, if something bad happens to me, I can ALWAYS count on Jones and his cronies to be talking about it the next day semantically, including those that call into the show… atleast they are reliable/dependable in that way, right?! See the idea still is that if they do something bad to me, it works, then it was meant to be, for example, my not being able to get online with my usb-card would signify that fighting a War on Sexy & Boobs is a fight not worth fighting… ladies, take notes. So being ultimately true to the idea of non-compliance and non-aggression, I haven’t worked in years (not having to pay taxes for wars or whatnot I don’t agree with), it’s given me a lot of time to get educated and MEN just don’t want a smart lady around… Freemasons or whichever man-cult it is at the moment, want to monopolize intelligence altogether… don’t let that happen chicas. Maybe I’m reading too much into things, since I might’ve bent one of my keys today, but I doubt it… Jones was pressing his fingers kinda funny, to like remind me of the PRESton incident with my gps device perhaps?
BTW, it’s been about a week since I’ve seen anything bad and I do think I finally fixed my husky dog Roses’ ear-mite problems. There were these blonde women at the Milpitas veterinary clinic, so I guess I was supposed to give them the $50 to just diagnose Rose (to avoid future harassment), followed by treatment/medication costs, and a possible return visit (another $50) since I presume they’d want me to grease her ear with meds (I already tried from Rite Aid) that didn’t work… so to make sure it wasn’t a yeast ear infection, I put the meds used to treat women’s vaginal yeast infections in her ear, about a pea-sized amount, along with about half a cup of yogurt per day for about 5 days, since that didn’t work, I passed by some petroleum jelly at the Dollar Tree, and for half the container size, I smothered the inside of her ear, a pea-sized amount closer to the ear canal (twice per day, morning and night) for about 2-3 weeks (can take like a month to cure)… and now she’s fine and her ear hair is growing back!! $0.50 vs. near $100… A+++ (Thanks internet Home Remedies, although they never mentioned petroleum jelly, just lotsa oily concoctions)… don’t forget to give your dog some Garlic, good for almost everything, fungal, bacterial, overall health maintenance… plenty of water and rest… She’s on a mostly raw diet too, as nature intended, bones, organs, meat, sometimes veggies and fruit… I sneak-eat some bone marrow now and then, yum!
Here are some more Yoly Mind Control ASSociations glossary terms, I will post them on my website, alphabetically, ASAP:
USB or Computer manipulations: when things that mention “pressing” appears (including things that sound like or represent “press” [names, places, etc.]) Preston, tubes (shape of electronic equipment or connection points), buttons
Jeep: (like the vehicles) means cheap, I am too cheap for buying things or to deserve things, often accompanied by mind-control colors also in this glossary
Taxis: (to remind me of when my foot was run over by a Middle Eastern person driving a taxi) often accompanied by mind-control colors also in this glossary, terrorism, 9/11 terrorist attacks, poverty (not being able to afford a car, though I am trying to be non-compliant to the oil companies), possible injury towards myself, people of the Middle East
“Yo” sound in names: (see also “AND” in names) (see also Butterflies) if so it represents me, (often part of names like Joseph, Joe, not excluded people, places or things like the National Park Yosemite) (via the Butterfly Effect I somehow caused them to be good or bad), reminder of Joe a man that is homeless too I see around sometimes near my storage unit, they want me to think might to wrong to us
Bos: (containing the word “bos” in the person, place or thing) boss, a mind control “handler”, headphones, sounds
“Anton” in names: (like San Antonio, Texas… Anthony, Tony, etc.) to remind of my ex-boyfriend Kevin, threat of domestic violence, threat of physical abuse
“Val” in names: (see also “Anton” in names) (Valerie, Vallejo, Valium the medical drug, etc.) reminder of a girl I knew in high-school, who was friends with someone that tried to be physically violent to me, this girl had checkerboard patterns (Monarch Programming symbolism) on her ceiling and a best-friend who called himself “Psycho”, school, remote-skin-molestation possible beginning mostly with heart-burn, pressure pushing fluid to my esophagus, they also try doing this same thing with my bladder and anus to try to cause an “accident” while the Project Medusa noises cheer on, threat of physical abuse
“Rap” in names: (see also “Anton” in names & “Val” in names) to remind me of an officer I once met named Officer Rap (never been arrested seriously in my Life before though, never as an adult) threat of incarceration, even interment for sharing info on conspiracies, etc., sounds like “rape”, presents (or a reminder about likely abandonment on my birthday), threat of stealing my personal property, to talk, to share information verbally, to be too chatty
Keys: (can be part of a word like Keebler Elf) uncovering hidden knowledge, threat of stealing my personal property, access to private (maybe even occult) information
Death by shooting: bringing up people who have been shot in the past in weird ways (often linked to my birthday) like Jim Morrison, John Lennon… or when connected to sharing New World Order information: people like Malcolm X or Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, comments like “bite the bullet”
Nails: (messing with their own for you to see, or in regards to seeing the hardware kind) like the term “screw you” to go away, as in screws the hardware kind, could mean threat of physical violence like a threat of crucifixion, to have sex, to be raped, pain of the ears through sound torture, to leave or to be hurt, to be narcissistic (concerned with physical appearance)
Smoking or coughing: unhealthy, cancerous whore, to be cool or popular, to be uncool or unpopular, to hint that they’re talking about me specifically or want me to pay closer attention, possible theft of personal property, threat of sterilization as a birth control method (eugenics), lame excuse to be a hater
Vagina: often symbolized as a circle, the animal camels (for the term camel toe), caves, dark places, holes, doughnuts, caverns, the feline animal species (like cats, slang as “kitty” or “pussy cat”), the animal beaver or most animals with fur
Pork: (see also Police) (see also Phallus worship, ribs) (includes bacon, hams, bones) law enforcement officer especially if male, penis, threat of interment or incarceration if eaten (possibly as a religious restriction)
Spitting or Spattering while talking: hacking, hating, perceived computer-control dominance, mutually assured destruction (MAD)
“Ca” sound over-emphasized: Christ, Christianity, water, drought, lack of rain, raining, storm, delusional weather control through me, mutually assured destruction (MAD)
The rest of the terms are here: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23635563034 & here: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23690366838
Venus Project, eat your heart out…
Realized a few new items for my Yoly Mind Control ASSociations glossary, when watching the documentary The Great Euro Crash With Robert Peston, so check them out at the bottom of this entry, in this one I found them saying “unite”, followed immediately by a scene of a brunette (like myself) and a blonde girl, then immediately followed by a scene with a blonde mother and child…, if you’ve been paying attention to my journal a lot of the torture/abuse I’ve gotten is because of blonde women… basically it’s more Butterfly Effect mind control, nothing new, same old, same old… a few thing said like “Frankly” as explained in my glossary to mean Frank Dillane, followed by words like “adoption”… it just feels like in this one I am being told if somehow I don’t rescue the Euro Economic crisis (via the Butterfly Effect), then soon find a blonde somewhere, become their best friend, Frank Dillane won’t rescue me from homelessness and poverty, come adopt me to have children, or may never be allowed to have kids…
I found an interesting documentary yesterday called Thrive The Movie, here’s there website: www.thrivemovement.com. Economics is a difficult topic for me, I just don’t really understand it enough to offer the correct solution, but the whole toroidial approach to the social problems of the world are indeed refreshing… Find out more about: Binary Economics. For the most part, everything I heard in this documentary, except about Ludwig von Mises, is stuff I’ve already researched, from sacred geometry (vortex mathematics) with people like Randy Powell, to the oddness/connections with 9/11 and the John Hutchinson effect… It was really cool watching a laser coming from a satellite in the documentary, when talking about a Global Police State, because that is EXACTLY what I think is going on regarding the remote skin molestation I’ve been getting for 2+ years, even though they want me to think it’s the myth of extraterrestrials… As you know I am a big fan of Bull God of the Bible series and it’s etymology, it teaches us about the color blue and the color red, how they’re used esoterically to mean the constant battle/duality of daylight and sunlight, how that’s worked in the Bibull to create separations between groups of people, hence the gangs called the Bloods & the Crypts, so the documentary Thrive The Movie explains that these waring factions signed a truce in 1992, old news but it seems Hollywood hasn’t gotten the message yet (more at my playlist: Blue Symbolism)… it is possible for people to come together, to move beyond the color-coded brainwashing…
Con: (anything that sounds like “con”, that has the letters “con” in it, including names like: conspiracy, concrete, Genghis Khan, etc.) deceit, theft, lies (from me)
Whore: anything with the word “pro” in it meaning prostitute (professional, prototype, etc.), anything pertaining to the word “whole” or “hole”, like a wormhole, or black hole, anything to do with horses (activities), including the word “races” to signify things that horses do when in nature or domesticated, the word “hay” because that’s what horses eat, which sounds like the greeting “hay” (part of the Project Medusa noises I hear 24/7, almost everywhere)
Pink: justice (revenge) towards me or not, because of man named Dan Pink I once posted about, law, lawyer, warnings of a law-suit (often against me), virginity
Garlic: vampires, blood suckers, parasites, haters, to ferociously have oral sex with female genitalia (hence “lic” in garlic), homosexuality, sickly or unhealthy
Full Glossary without these included here: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23635563034
Lord of War on Sexy
Re: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23573166630, was watching Lonely Hearts (2006) film, another of Jared Leto’s films (the good acting really helped him not to be typecast, so kudos), but don’t get too comfy, it gets worse… It seems like the film is based on a true story, so even though my glossary below represents “Eddy” as a term to be wary of, this film was dedicated to a father actually named Eddy, so a coincidence on that note, I hope… it was bloody and sad and if I could make an educated comment about capital punishment, I might, in order to figure out the moral of the story. Fernandez is close to my cousin’s last name, with an “H” instead of “F”, so that was weird, because of our fiasco: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23524342072, this filmed help me to pin another blame/excuse onto myself as to why these men in my life are behaving the way they are, something like I’m bad because I am against Phallus Worship, a war to keep men on top, while women remain as subservient and sexy, along the lines of Sharia Law, Black Cube, mob-behavior/mentality when I am disowned for revealing these things, basically being a snitch… you know what “tough shit”… Bro, if you’re out there… remember family is supposed to stick together no matter what, when you get old and slimey don’t forget I was younger than you, healthy in my ways and could’ve been that someone to nurse you on your old-geezer death-bed, help out your family, like being a god-parent, stuff like that… I think in the end, they may regret all this… Anyways, the movie… breasts were a big part of this film as far as warnings and so Hayek wore lots of black widow colors, a red dress representing the Whore of Babylon of the bibull with ruffles (for “having it rough”) around her breasts, a scene where she is at a dance-hall and sounds like she says “tits” after the older lady Krige (the ultimate typecasted incestuous MILF of all time from the 1992 film Sleepwalkers) says she felt “simply adolescent” smooching with Leto (perhaps meaning “fight this war on sexy and we’ll call you a pedophile, even if you’re not, our brainwashing works)… FYI, I drink cow-milk and even though a few days back it was another National Boob Day this year for me, watching a BBC documentary Baka: A cry from the Rainforest, mom’s baby dies from feeding it alcohol laden breast milk… breasts, you know what, aren’t always all that and certainly not worth a war, not even with just me. Someone in the Lonely Hearts (2006) film says the # “6”, followed by “we’ll pick you up after”, so if it’s a reference to my situation then I was wrong in one of my previous entries where I said THEY are awaiting me to prove I’m awesome before they help me out: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23524342072, if this film is correct I have to somehow prove to everyone I am the myth of Satan instead… not gonna happen, losers. During the execution of Leto’s character someone says to him “so long” as in goodbye and John Travolta sits forward in his chair, therefore my interpretation in my Glossary, “Things that represent Mathew” an explanation of Long John Silver to be a phallus worship thing, again after “long”, JOHN (Travolta) sits forward in his chair… lotsa talk about the #10 in this film, again: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23524342072, are they trying to say Leto is my dad or something, can 10 year-old boys even impregnate someone.. more jokes, not funny… A scene when Travolta’s character’s son comes home and the mother is like “isn’t that something you’re supposed to know, you’re a cop” (where the son has been), immediately followed by a scene with mirrors (check my glossary), talking about the remote-skin-molesters too, I guess who monitor people and want to appear to be sorcerers from another dimension (djinn)… ROFL… military ppl can be so stupid… A scene with a girl who committed suicide and something about the Weiss (for wise?) Brothers will take care of it… my brothers are gonna do what to me? Perhaps brainwashing about helping me out with money where Fernandez is called an “idiot” for paying someone’s bill… A black person in the film was beatup and sent to county jail instead of the hospital, the n-word was used in the film, a few little things like about “commonwealth” I wonder if it was hinting at poverty towards blacks to be allowed… I dunno, they did mention 9/11 quite a bit as hidden symbolism here and there…. why talk about it so long after it happened so that’s why I started to take notes, since maybe there was something in there about me…
I added a few new items to the Yoly Mind Control ASSociations Glossary, here are the new additions, see I am working here:
Phil: (though the ph stands for fire) pedophile, love… might be part of a word like Philip
Things that represent Kait (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): anyone with a “cat” sound in their name like Katherine or Kitty, pens or pencils (alluding to the writers of the bibull), corn (corn on the cob, popcorn, caramel corn, etc., probably because it’s yellow), beer, fish (a male chauvinist word for females genitalia) or to say she provides all the fish in the world for us to eat, barbecues (since it sounds like the Barbie dolls and children’s toys), Coca Cola of the beverage industry because it sounds like “cocaine” the stimulant drug, #27 or #72 (which is thought to be the number of God’s name by the Jews), dentists or bad teeth, ants as animals or anyone with “AN” (without the “D” at the end) in their name like Anna (since that is the name of her sister), airplanes, the sport of volleyball, carts of any kind including shopping carts, armpits
Things that represent Mathew (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): frogs (as in he is a Prince, “of darkness”?, ie. the myth of Satan/Devil?) from the fairy tale The Frog Prince, the name Jim (Jimbo, etc.) because it’s the name of James T. Kirk (a character from Star Trek, delusion that following the Cult he represents will provide the world with Free Energy and Flying Saucer technology), jackets (as in the garment) since it has the word “Jack” in it (for fool, etc., read above), the name Levy or near-sounding (name for Matthew in the bibull), hence Levi’s jeans (clothing), ribs
Edward: (also Eddy) possibly a representative name for the remote skin molesters who are after me, because of the 1990 film Edward Scissorhands
Cereal: brands like Kellogs helps because Kell can mean Kill, sounds like serial (like serial killer)
Pills & Pillows: to take a chill-pill (relax, calm down), poisoning by taking too many pills, taking a sedative for purposes of sexual violations (often pertaining to children (pedophilia), mother’s to get to the children, or women who are pregnant)
Chicken: (chicken head) oral sex on men, a reference to pedophilia as with the Man Boy Love Association (MBLA): the film Chicken Hawk: Men Who Love Boys
Carrots: [see also Orange(s)], sounds like “caring”, to care or not to care, eyesight (blindness)
Crabs: (even if you see the actual animal) is symbolic to the sexually transmitted disease (crab louse)
Lobster: (see also Crabs), to sLOBber during oral sex (fallacio)
Appendix: (where I am often remote-pressure-tortured), ends with Dix that means penis, pens (see also Things that represent Kait)
Things that represent Blacks (often just brown people like from the Middle East or Hispanics): monkeys, rats, gorillas, thieves, cotton, feces, brown clothing, dogs (especially if they are black or brown)
Cotton: (see also Things that represent Blacks) slavery
The Sun: anyone with the words Ray in their names (like Raymond or Rayanne), lamps, lemons
Phallus worship: (see also Things that represent Mathew) sticks or twigs, wood, timber, logging, the word “hard” alluding to the male erection, juice often not orange-flavored (to represent semen), ribs (on my body when being remote-skin molested or as food), since Eve in the bibull came from Adam’s rib, an excuse religious men use saying the bibull allows them to treat women in whichever way they please
Motorcycle: to kill, psychopath
Engine: (see also Gray) myth of the djinn (jinn, genies), someone’s looking under the hood if something happens with me, it must be the djinn, demonic possession, to grant a wish
Grant or Craig or Gregg(ory): housing like on the website Craigslist, homelessness, poverty
Beck: (or sounds like, as in Becket) to call, to beg (for food?)
Pots and pans: panhandling, begging for money for food, since the word Pan is another reference to Satan/Devil, those of the Buddhist (Asian) religion promoted begging to some to let go of the ego, I live in an Asian Community
Things that represent Frank Dillane: the country of France, french fries
Pat: (or Patrick, Patricia, etc.) condolences (without actual support), homosexuality, transvestism, Saturday Night Live androgynous character named Pat, hence to call someone unsexy or lesbian, where I do my banking Patelco Credit Union
#8: (see also Things that represent Kait) sometimes seen as #44, #53, #35 (etc.) the day I was born, rhymes with the name Kait
Breasts: cow-milk, yogurt, almost all dairy products, often shown as two circular objects side by side
Cheese: (see also Chicken) fondue (can also mean fondle), sodomy, homosexuality
Lemons & Limes: (see also Things that represent Kait and The Sun) bad luck, misfortune because of the 2004 film Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events, liar, sour/unpure
#5: (also seen as nickles) represents Saturn Worship and the Babylon Mystery Religions
Gray: clouds
Noses: (itching with remote-skin-torture or not) jews particularly with regards to anti-semitism, greedy, to meddle or pry into someone’s business (like when I research conspiracies), liar (like in the children’s fairy tale Pinocchio)
#11, #22: (also seen as the #’s 92, 29, or whatever ads-up to)
Things that represent Oriental/Asian people: martial arts, plastic bags because in the documentary A Bloody History of Communism, Maoists killed others by suffocating them in plastic bags, red (gang color of communists)
Bubbles: as alluded to in the children’s animated 2010 film Arthur 3: The War of the Two Worlds, the bubble-character might come after you with the same remote-skin-molestation I am getting (sometimes it feels like bubbles, especially in the groin area) if you don’t remain a mind control slave
Mirrors: (see also Engine) (trigger of Monarch Mind Control) black magic, sorcery, demonic possession, djinn, multiple personality disorder, sex slavery, beauty, ugliness, narcissim
Bass or drum music: rave party, delusional rain/weather control if played near me to make it rain
“AND” in names: (see also Butterflies) if so it represents me, names like Andrew, Andrea, Orlando, etc. (via the Butterfly Effect I somehow caused them to be good or bad)
Police: helicopters (sounds like both Hell and Cop), the rolly polly animal Armadillidiidae
Lids & Bottle Caps: (see also Tape) to shut up, to be quiet (possibly about conspiracies, phallus worship, blonde worship, abuse), being kicked out
“C”: (see also Butterflies) (often seen in wildlife/nature documentaries [movies also] to represent my superhero abilities, probably inaccurate, regarding weather/natural disaster control, as clouds, landmasses and other natural phenomenon in a c-shape), shapes of nature, natural disasters, Jesus Christ, Christianity, mutually assured destruction (MAD)
Rob: (any name like it, Robinson, Robert, etc.) to steal or be stolen from, to rub, Mrs. Robinson (the song by the group Simon & Garfunkel) to represent the slang term MILF
Fender or Grille or Tires on a car: to be punched in the face (“grill” = slang for “mouth), to fend for yourself (in terms of food, poverty), to be tired of this or that
Chin: (wobbling, cleft chin, itching using remote-skin-torture) a reference to pedophilia, as seen in the 1997 film Lolita, to have confidence, not to worry (chip-up)
Armpits: (see also Things that represent Kait) (itching using remote-skin-torture) mentioned in the 1987 film The Princess Bride as “the pit of despair”, poverty, revenge towards me, forced abstinence through bullying, sorrow, discouragement, something bad is going to happen
Here is the Glossary in Full:
Things that represent Kait (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): other blondes, the sun, the rain if I saw something sad recently, merekats, almost any other animal with a “cat” sound in their name, almost any landmass (state, city, country even) who’s name has a “cat” sound, sunflowers, sunflower seeds, eggs, children, lemonade, lemons, almost anything yellow, the color purple often in clothing, urine probably because it’s usually yellow although for a long time they wanted me to think I was drinking her urine unknowingly so that’s why they pretend to *own* me, homosexuality (especially lesbians), anything to the left of me if I am facing West towards the Pacific Ocean (right now it would be a fire hydrant), #20 (I met her at age 20), the number #24, will soon be in July the #25 (her age), fashion, make-up, the country of Spain, McDonald’s fast food (especially when alluding to poverty, having to work there), Target (the store) and it’s sun-sign company logo (when blondes want to play victim), #87 (year of her birth, so I’m told), shampoo, anyone with a “cat” sound in their name like Katherine or Kitty, pens or pencils (alluding to the writers of the bibull), corn (corn on the cob, popcorn, caramel corn, etc., probably because it’s yellow), beer, fish (a male chauvinist word for females genitalia) or to say she provides all the fish in the world for us to eat, barbecues (since it sounds like the Barbie dolls and children’s toys), Coca Cola of the beverage industry because it sounds like “cocaine” the stimulant drug, #27 or #72 (which is thought to be the number of God’s name by the Jews), dentists or bad teeth, ants as animals or anyone with “AN” (without the “D” at the end) in their name like Anna (since that is the name of her sister), airplanes, the sport of volleyball, carts of any kind including shopping carts, armpits
Chicken: fear, you’re saying we’re afraid of you if you eat chicken (don’t piss us off), (chicken head) oral sex on men, a reference to pedophilia as with the Man Boy Love Association (MBLA): the film Chicken Hawk: Men Who Love Boys
Sunglasses: black people (to always be worn in the sun or else it is racism against blacks),
Things that represent Mathew (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): anything paralleled to phallus worship, anything that can be paralleled to Jesus Christ, the color silver (Long John Silver, a reference to phallus worship?), laundry, laundry soap, laundry mat, bathmats or other type of rugs, towels or anything that can cover a floor like a rug, cameras (usually for photography), apples (Adam and Eve from the bibull), blue jeans that are worn, bicycles, the moon, anyone named Matthew or Matt, guitars, athletic jock people (especially those that backpack or travel abroad), architecture if it has something to do with steel like the World Trade Center, anything that represents Freemasonry, usually the #13, anyone named with a name like Steve (since that represents Jesus Christ), beds, mattresses (and companies that sell/make these things), Burger King fast food, anything that represents the name Jack (as user Truthiracy on Youtube explains “Jack” to mean the fool in a deck of cards, hence trickster), Jack and the Box fast food, anything with the word “man” in it like the manufacturing company Coleman, frogs (as in he is a Prince, “of darkness”, ie. the myth of Satan/Devil?) from the fairy tale The Frog Prince, the name Jim (Jimbo, etc.) because it’s the name of James T. Kirk (a character from Star Trek, delusion that following the Cult he represents will provide the world with Free Energy and Flying Saucer technology), jackets (as in the garment) since it has the word “Jack” in it (for fool, etc., read above), the name Levy or near-sounding (name for Matthew in the bibull), hence Levi’s jeans (clothing)
Bicycles: death, poverty (not being able to afford a car), bisexuality
Trees: to hang from like during an execution, tree of life (from the bibull; immortality)
Police sirens: we’re watching you right now, you better not do that… we’re protecting you, don’t worry…
Phallus worship: (see also Things that represent Mathew) bananas, almost anything cylindrical, my dog Little Dood (who I must always treat with the upmost respect or else, *rolly eyes*), polls of any kind, sticks, twigs, wood, timber, logging, the word “hard” alluding to the male erection, juice often not orange-flavored (to represent semen), ribs (on my body when being remote-skin molested or as food), since Eve in the bibull came from Adam’s rib, an excuse religious men use saying the bibull allows them to treat women in whichever way they please
The Sun: bananas, pyramids (symbology pertaining to Sun Cults, like the New World Order or Illuminati), anyone with the words Ray in their names (like Raymond or Rayanne), lamps, lemons
Gas sound from large trucks: stomach gas, liar, sodomy
Things that represent Robert Downey Jr.: fabric softener for laundry, old men when they can bring out a fear of rape
Things that represent Frank Dillane: almost anything that says Frank, like when someone says “Frankly, so and so”…, names that are similar like St. Francis (even if it’s a place), guitars, the country of France, french fries
Car honking: yeh, we did that bad thing to you… yeh, we’re on your side… see, that’s why that happened to you (bad reason)
Gray: aliens, ghosts (even if they are a myth), my husky dog Rose, clouds
Green: money, theft especially if it’s a lime green color (like a car), trees if they follow the rules in the other Tree-meanings in this list, luggage (see “Aluminum can”), marijuana
Peanuts: (often in trailmix or peanut butter) insanity (an offense towards them), the male scrotum
#11, #22: (also seen as the #’s 92, 29, or whatever ads-up to) especially if it’s a day in a month (sabotage to me, especially my computer), elitism, superhero, magic
Aluminum can: something *can* happen, so useful wherever I am at the moment, if I misplace something and see a can strategically placed it means they’re saying “we can take that if we wanted to”
Shoes of any kind: (including boots) to leave, to be evicted, to be moved, to be thrown out of somewhere
Spacebar on a keyboard: there is enough space in your Life for this person or that thing appearing on screen when we press the spacebar for you
Making me sneeze using the remote-molestation: what you are sensing right now you better hope we’ll allow you or not allow you to take part in, for example if someone talks about food (I may or may not eat again) or even if an attractive person is on the screen they think I want
Making me reach for my private parts using the remote-molestation: you want to have sex with the person on the screen, you should or should not think about sex with this person (even when I am entirely not interested, about 95% of the time)
Butterflies: chaos theory, apocalypse, karma, butterfly effect (especially if they think something bad will happen if they do something bad to me)
Olive Oil or Liver: if someone or something gets to live (via the butterfly effect through behavior towards me), say if I buy this and there is a white person in line in front of me at the register (holding or wearing something yellow to represent Kait, which by default would correspond with the white race), or likewise so with any other race Asians (for example) but usually I’ve only noticed it happen for these people
Orange(s): Public Storage, Florida (to represent me)
Tape: (the sticky kind) (see also “Shoes of any kind”), to shut up, to be quiet (possibly about conspiracies, phallus worship, blonde worship, abuse), being kicked out
High-heeled footwear: (see also “Shoes of any kind” & “Tape”), to behave, keep quiet, bitch, obedience training like for dogs on myself
Phil: (though the ph stands for fire) pedophile, love… might be part of a word like Philip
Edward: (also Eddy) possibly a representative name for the remote skin molesters who are after me, because of the 1990 film Edward Scissorhands
Cereal: brands like Kellogs helps because Kell can mean Kill, sounds like serial (like serial killer)
Pills & Pillows: to take a chill-pill (relax, calm down), poisoning by taking too many pills, taking a sedative for purposes of sexual violations (often pertaining to children (pedophilia), mother’s to get to the children, or women who are pregnant)
Carrots: [see also Orange(s)], sounds like “caring”, to care or not to care, eyesight (blindness)
Crabs: (even if you see the actual animal) is symbolic to the sexually transmitted disease (crab louse)
Lobster: (see also Crabs), to sLOBber during oral sex (fallacio)
Appendix: (where I am often remote-pressure-tortured), ends with Dix that means penis, pens (see also Things that represent Kait)
Things that represent Blacks (often just brown people like from the Middle East or Hispanics): monkeys, rats, gorillas, thieves, cotton, feces, brown clothing, dogs (especially if they are black or brown)
Cotton: (see also Things that represent Blacks) slavery
Motorcycle: to kill, psychopath
Engine: (see also Gray) myth of the djinn (jinn, genies), someone’s looking under the hood if something happens with me, it must be the djinn, demonic possession, to grant a wish
Grant or Craig or Gregg(ory): housing like on the website Craigslist, homelessness, poverty
Beck: (or sounds like, as in Becket) to call, to beg (for food?)
Pots and pans: panhandling, begging for money for food, since the word Pan is another reference to Satan/Devil, those of the Buddhist (Asian) religion promoted begging to some to let go of the ego, I live in an Asian Community
Pat: (or Patrick, Patricia, etc.) condolences (without actual support), homosexuality, transvestism, Saturday Night Live androgynous character named Pat, hence to call someone unsexy or lesbian, where I do my banking Patelco Credit Union
#8: (see also Things that represent Kait) sometimes seen as #44, #53, #35 (etc.) the day I was born, rhymes with the name Kait
Breasts: cow-milk, yogurt, almost all dairy products, often shown as two circular objects side by side
Cheese: (see also Chicken) fondue (can also mean fondle), sodomy, homosexuality
Lemons & Limes: (see also Things that represent Kait and The Sun) bad luck, misfortune because of the 2004 film Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events, liar, sour/unpure
#5: (also seen as nickles) represents Saturn Worship and the Babylon Mystery Religions
Noses: (itching with remote-skin-torture or not) jews particularly with regards to anti-semitism, greedy, to meddle or pry into someone’s business (like when I research conspiracies), liar (like in the children’s fairy tale Pinocchio)
Things that represent Oriental/Asian people: martial arts, plastic bags because in the documentary A Bloody History of Communism, Maoists killed others by suffocating them in plastic bags, red (gang color of communists)
Bubbles: as alluded to in the children’s animated 2010 film Arthur 3: The War of the Two Worlds, the bubble-character might come after you with the same remote-skin-molestation I am getting (sometimes it feels like bubbles, especially in the groin area) if you don’t remain a mind control slave
Mirrors: (see also Engine) (trigger of Monarch Mind Control) black magic, sorcery, demonic possession, djinn, multiple personality disorder, sex slavery, beauty, ugliness, narcissim
Bass or drum music: rave party, delusional rain/weather control if played near me to make it rain
“AND” in names: (see also Butterflies) if so it represents me, names like Andrew, Andrea, Orlando, etc. (via the Butterfly Effect I somehow caused them to be good or bad)
Police: helicopters (sounds like both Hell and Cop), the rolly polly animal Armadillidiidae
Lids & Bottle Caps: (see also Tape) to shut up, to be quiet (possibly about conspiracies, phallus worship, blonde worship, abuse), being kicked out
“C”: (see also Butterflies) (often seen in wildlife/nature documentaries [movies also] to represent my superhero abilities, probably inaccurate, regarding weather/natural disaster control, as clouds, landmasses and other natural phenomenon in a c-shape), shapes of nature, natural disasters, Jesus Christ, Christianity, mutually assured destruction (MAD)
Rob: (any name like it, Robinson, Robert, etc.) to steal or be stolen from, to rub, Mrs. Robinson (the song by the group Simon & Garfunkel) to represent the slang term MILF
Fender or Grille or Tires on a car: to be punched in the face (“grill” = slang for “mouth), to fend for yourself (in terms of food, poverty), to be tired of this or that
Chin: (wobbling, cleft chin, itching using remote-skin-torture) a reference to pedophilia, as seen in the 1997 film Lolita, to have confidence, not to worry (chip-up)
Armpits: (see also Things that represent Kait) (itching using remote-skin-torture) mentioned in the 1987 film The Princess Bride as “the pit of despair”, poverty, revenge towards me, forced abstinence through bullying, sorrow, discouragement, something bad is going to happen
Was watching Season 1, Episode 1 of Planet Earth Live and hackers (the reason I don’t have electricity, as I explained at: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23376448967, so they could have a headstart at what I will experience)… now I’m thinking the video might’ve accidently been decoded incorrectly but I noticed the start of the documentary was synched correctly, at about 13 minutes into the program, they unsynched it so that everytime they would talk the voices wouldn’t match, in unison the movement of the mouth… So if you were watching the program and you were me, you’d think you were being punished because it’s not raining in California today… also in terms of what was being said in the program I am supposed to feel scared of black people (hence, why the new black Public Storage manager came at me with a complaint again today… THEY ARE ALWAYS… ALMOST EVERY SINGLE TIME I AM HERE TO USE MY COMPUTER, sneaking around my unit to make me scared I’m going to get evicted, ie. they make a bunch of complaints that the manager relays to the district manager)… again I am not afraid of black people either… I didn’t finish watching Season 1, Episode 10 of “My So Called Life”: Other Peoples Mothers, and so Rayanne (who I believe possibly represents the Whore of Babylon of the bibull) throws a party where’s she’s getting really drunk… I don’t drink, but I think it’s another hassle about the incident yesterday I had with my bro/cousin: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23524342072, where I am supposed to tell you about all the radio programs I listen to and all the healthy things to do with your Life and feel guilty I didn’t cure my aunt of AIDS, to appease my cousin’s ego or all this other stupidity about health… besides I am being monitored 24/7, I already assume everyone knows all the media I partake in… so why waste precious time I could be using to expose these mind-control failures on health info I’m only partially sure about… it’s a distraction… there’s always a distraction… So I thought I’d compile another list: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23193889156, about the random things I am brainwashed about, all the parallelo crap going on, this is a real premature list as well, soooooo much I can not get it one in one sitting:
Things that represent Kait (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): other blondes, the sun, the rain if I saw something sad recently, merekats, almost any other animal with a “cat” sound in their name, almost any landmass (state, city, country even) who’s name has a “cat” sound, sunflowers, sunflower seeds, eggs, children, lemonade, lemons, almost anything yellow, the color purple often in clothing, urine probably because it’s usually yellow although for a long time they wanted me to think I was drinking her urine unknowingly so that’s why they pretend to *own* me, homosexuality (especially lesbians), anything to the left of me if I am facing West towards the Pacific Ocean (right now it would be a fire hydrant), #20 (I met her at age 20), the number #24, will soon be in July the #25 (her age), fashion, make-up, the country of Spain, McDonald’s fast food (especially when alluding to poverty, having to work there), Target (the store) and it’s sun-sign company logo (when blondes want to play victim), #87 (year of her birth, so I’m told)
Chicken: fear, you’re saying we’re afraid of you if you eat chicken (don’t piss us off)
Sunglasses: black people (to always be worn in the sun or else it is racism against blacks),
Things that represent Mathew (who is a stranger, more at mrboy09.livejournal.com): anything paralleled to phallus worship, anything that can be paralleled to Jesus Christ, the color silver (Long John Silver, a reference to phallus worship?), laundry, laundry soap, laundry mat, bathmats or other type of rugs, towels or anything that can cover a floor like a rug, cameras (usually for photography), apples (Adam and Eve from the bibull), blue jeans that are worn, bicycles, the moon, anyone named Matthew or Matt, guitars, athletic jock people (especially those that backpack or travel abroad), architecture if it has something to do with steel like the World Trade Center, anything that represents Freemasonry, usually the #13, anyone named with a name like Steve (since that represents Jesus Christ), beds, mattresses (and companies that sell/make these things), Burger King fast food, anything that represents the name Jack (as user Truthiracy on Youtube explains “Jack” to mean the fool in a deck of cards, hence trickster), Jack and the Box fast food
Bicycles: death, poverty (not being able to afford a car), bisexuality
Trees: to hang from like during an execution, tree of life (from the bibull; immortality)
Police sirens: we’re watching you right now, you better not do that… we’re protecting you, don’t worry…
Phallus worship: bananas, almost anything cylindrical, my dog Little Dood (who I must always treat with the upmost respect or else, *rolly eyes*), polls of any kind
The Sun: bananas, pyramids (symbology pertaining to Sun Cults, like the New World Order or Illuminati)
Gas sound from large trucks: stomach gas, liar, sodomy
Things that represent Robert Downey Jr.: fabric softener for laundry, old men when they can bring out a fear of rape
Things that represent Frank Dillane: almost anything that says Frank, like when someone says “Frankly, so and so”…, names that are similar like St. Francis (even if it’s a place), guitars
Car honking: yeh, we did that bad thing to you… yeh, we’re on your side… see, that’s why that happened to you (bad reason)
Gray: aliens, ghosts (even if they are a myth), my husky dog Rose
Green: money, theft especially if it’s a lime green color (like a car), trees if they follow the rules in the other Tree-meanings in this list, luggage (see “Aluminum can”), marijuana
Peanuts: (often in trailmix or peanut butter) insanity (an offense towards them), the male scrotum
#11, #22: especially if it’s a day in a month (sabotage to me, especially my computer), elitism, superhero, magic
Aluminum can: something *can* happen, so useful wherever I am at the moment, if I misplace something and see a can strategically placed it means they’re saying “we can take that if we wanted to”
Shoes of any kind: to leave, to be evicted, to be moved, to be thrown out of somewhere
Spacebar on a keyboard: there is enough space in your Life for this person or that thing appearing on screen when we press the spacebar for you
Making me sneeze using the remote-molestation: what you are sensing right now you better hope we’ll allow you or not allow you to take part in, for example if someone talks about food (I may or may not eat again) or even if an attractive person is on the screen they think I want
Making me reach for my private parts using the remote-molestation: you want to have sex with the person on the screen, you should or should not think about sex with this person (even when I am entirely not interested, about 95% of the time)
Butterflies: chaos theory, apocalypse, karma, butterfly effect (especially if they think something bad will happen if they do something bad to me)
Olive Oil or Liver: if someone or something gets to live (via the butterfly effect through behavior towards me), say if I buy this and there is a white person in line in front of me at the register (holding or wearing something yellow to represent Kait, which by default would correspond with the white race), or likewise so with any other race Asians (for example) but usually I’ve only noticed it happen for these people
Orange(s): Public Storage, Florida (to represent me)
I just wanted you to get an idea how ridiculous this all is… I may just feel the urge to finally note this stuff down, old-fashioned like with pen and paper as there is so much… cya… gonna wait a week until I check my correspondences with my brothers, but the predictions today in the videos I’ve watched show that psychically they ain’t gonna do shit for me… they’re tricksters and b/s artists like the rest of them in the movies… Oh yeh and I figure that if you’re going to call me a Narc, please remember something, it doesn’t appear that way much in my Youtube Page for a reason, I’m writing to you in the most appropriate place to talk about MYSELF, in my own personal/public diary journal, that’s where you go to talk about yourself… so :P
A small piece of advice from me: If you know anybody going through something like I am, they may be extremely vulnerable so don’t give up, don’t give in and be the type of compassionate person that helps them out no matter what, most especially with food… If you or they ever get hotheaded, especially through email, if there is not immediate urgency, take time to think of a response (follow rules of online etiquette), because taking the time to cool off, especially in an argument is essential to making good decisions; but never make them feel they are being ignored if that’s not your intention, let them know ASAP you’re taking time to think… it’s considerate.
I’m taking a break to explore other videos since I’m not sure what else to do with my time as I am being egged-on, made to play pin-the-tail-on-the-attack, even with family members, and so as explained before, I think I get it right for the most part only for it to be revealed that the reward for the synch was a total jackbot-lying-hoax… Story continues here for you new-comers: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23429423648, So like synching the new Avengers movie to a “30 seconds to Mars” album, totally by accident, precisely on que, was supposed to get me Chris Evans, and here I am by myself… I don’t even remember all the zillion other promises, though even things like scaling a film to it’s correct proportions also by accident, isn’t even enough to create miracle-astonishment-like behavior that helps people to be honorable… I wrote my bros asking for money, they ignore me for a few days until I finally write asking them to cut out the ignoring, my life sucked as a kid thanks to them, to fork over the dough already… my cousin/bro (the one probably eluded to, since he was also once a pool boy, in the film Highway [2002]) was the only one out of my three bros that responded this morning with “you don’t respect me”, “let my aunt rest in peace, don’t talk bad about that history”… so I responded with something like “you should talk, trying to lecture someone on how to be respectful, Cpt. Disrespectful, gimme money or it’s over”… same day I stumbled upon an old video I once watched: National Geographic Explorers: The Virus Hunters… it went on about “respect” for viruses, hence why he probably went on about “respect” in his email, and ended with something about how viruses are responsible for “driving a wedge between us”… as I explained a lot more about in mrboy09.livejournal.com, my aunt and mother supposedly died of AIDS… except he only had one parent that died… I had two.. as far as I know… irregardless, the documentary goes weird about animals and how some as cousins mate and so I’m supposed to let you know that NO… I don’t have a thing for my cousin, never did, never went there, wouldn’t touch with a ten-foot pole… so speaking of 10, because that same NatGeo also went on about 10 and how that number is equally as important… to what? I don’t have to look too far as the most recent video I watched before all this explains: SLAYING OF THE BULL GOD - PART 4, now the guy Truthiracy who makes these documentaries, I appreciate, quite hasn’t made up his mind about me yet, likely is waiting until I can prove I am enough to deserve respect (like the rest of them… you know like if I am the Creator of Humanity or something absolutely insane)… on that note, since that’s what they WANT to believe about me, my nutty cousin and company will likely try to steal my husky Rose or make it so I’m broke and can’t keep her, the end of the Natgeo showed a weird blob-diagram, colored white like my Rosy, his ex-wife was named Rosario, and so to cover their butts, maybe it’s pin-the-tail-on-the-future-attack being played here too… if you knew a superhero you admired, maybe even wanted to be, but knew you could never be, wouldn’t you want their stuff? That’s the point… don’t mean to sound like a narc, but when THEY are putting ME at the center of attention, I end up having to pay attention to me, even if I’d rather not… Anyways,Truthiracy shows us that the Dec in December means 10… ie. My birthday ads up to 11:11… 1+2+8=11, 1+9+8+2=11, hence 9/11, do your research on “9/11 stargate ritual” or “9/11 hollywood predictions” to get a refresher on some of the oddness of 9/11, but according to him if 12 is really 10 then, my bday really ads up to: 9:11… my point is… since none of you have figured me out yet… I DON’T GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT MY BDAY ADS UP TO, I never did really… as I always say “it doesn’t matter what I believe, what matters is what they believe”… a motto right there in my Youtube page, YOU CONTINUE TO IGNORE… I’m not here to PROVE ANYTHING to a bunch of liars.. I just happen to be doing things they think it’s a game they can take part in to scrutinize… but to me it’s my LIFE… I didn’t pick when I was born, nor do I know, nor anybody else without like video footage WHEN I was actually born… It is what it is, I am what I am… take it or leave it, but I guess you’ve made your choice, you’re all too scared to face whatever it may mean… to me, nothing more than a miracle, something most definitely worth respect. And no, I refuse to be used for any of your boredom battles, gender wars, religious wars, even animal wars… I’m not going to let you guys use me for male favoritism, phallus worship, mind-control exaggeration, choosing sides or pointing the finger… I was explicity instructed NOT TO engage you type of people in this behavior: “Impossible People“… a small slice of good advice offered in this sad, sad World… I like me, even if you don’t, even if you don’t understand… Watched Highway (2002), they mention 26 quite a bit, the age I was when this misery began… remote noises and skin-molestation, abandonment, denial, group-stalking, and harassment. I still think Leto and them want you to think he’s a virgin… I just don’t know… since damn-near everybody I dated in life was either a miserable blonde or ended up in bed or making out in front of me with a blonde, or just plain drooled on other random people in front of me, or just cheated, it feels like that’s what these men are kind-of (not really) repeating in the films, except in front of not just me, everyone else… they’re cute and maybe nice, but I am here alone afterall so they’re probably not people that should be in my life unless they can really show otherwise, almost feels like it’s appropriate to say “the clock is ticking” as waiting would only escalate the revolving-desertion-issue at hand… I’m just tired of talking about that movie… just wanted to explain what happened… another waste of time, but maybe not…
Just finished watching Highway (2002), for my Jared Leto research… so again I am seeing as with My So Called Life, the #56 being used because when you add it up it means 11, again my bday ads up to 11:11… 1+2+8=11, 1+9+8+2=11, hence 9/11, do your research on “9/11 stargate ritual” or “9/11 hollywood predictions” to get a refresher on some of the oddness of 9/11. In Highway (2002), they seem to talk funny, but that’s okay since it’s about me, that’s how I get it… again the year 2002 is 1+1 (+) 1+1 = 2&2, they make predictions like in My So Called Life where I am supposed to be fat as an adult (the show premiered on tv when I was about 13 years old), this time they talked funny about an “island”, and being buried near pine trees, the exact description of the shoulder part of the freeway where I am now living homelessly.. The funniest man in the film Jeremy Piven, goes on a tangent seemlingly talking about asian people and food, a reference to Ocean Supermarket, I believe, check out more about it here, what happened yesterday: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23393506377, Asians I’ve noticed have attempted to recall past memories of mine that are scary, like one where I lived in Jacksonville, Oregon, worked at a Mexican restaurant as a server and once saw a film at the bar, something on the news about Asians chasing a man into a kitchen cabinet where they shot him in the face, stuff like that… I’m not afraid of them either, and on the topic of people to fear or admire, take heed: Appeal to Authority , I also want to say how one of the only reasons I feel bad for cops is that people are constantly (rather than using common-sense) using them as referees in arguments, a waste of tax-payer dollars, imo… I’m not a criminal, so I am not afraid of them either… look in the mirror. I watched Highway (2002), yesterday the 19th… as I said often 1 means “the one” (esoterically/symbolically), 4 means “for this or that”, 3 often means the Trinity from the bibull (bible)… so there was a scene where you see 319 immediately followed by a scene where Jake Gyllenhaal bows down for like no reason, it’s a signal that if I watch this on some 19, probably 3/19, rather than 5/19 they would bow-down for me… I get a lot of weird behavior in real life about people kneeling in front of me to tie their shoes or grab something they dropped or whatever… though this past week has been filled with seeing something the 14th, seeing 14 in the film, followed by 15, seeing some 15 in another film or likewise explained (like in Prefontaine where he wears 15 during a running race and a black person and another white person beat him at a race, they would then presume I think I am the black person winner, two steps/days ahead)… weirdos, as if bowing down for me is what I am after, as if it’d bring us peace or put food in my mouth… sadists just don’t think, they’ll come up with ANYTHING to be allowed (atleast psychologically) to keep being abusers/presumers… Lot of little things here and there that make me wonder, are they trying to say that Jared Leto is really a virgin, waiting for me to accept him? So, can they really predict the future… I think since I have revealed that they presumed I’d be fat, or atleast tried to cover their tracks on the possibility, did tarot cards or scrying produce this anamoly?, that no, they can’t see the future either… they just make a lot of assumptions, sometimes they are correct, in fact if anything it proves why I am in the situation I am in and all the trouble I have gotten, the abandonment and denial from all of my community and humanity as a whole, it’s not just predictive programming, but like with the wars in the Middle East, it’s about self-fulfilling prophecies, maybe not the exact term but what I am trying to express is that they made the prophecy and all their efforts lately, including my abandonment revolves around fulfilling other people’s prophecies about the outcome of my Life. I know that I wouldn’t be in this situation had I not traveled across the West the past few months, but with all these hardcore prophecy fulfillers, all the threats, I was convinced it’d be my last chance to travel, and here I am with nobody offering help so it appears I was correct. Finally, for today, after I watched Highway with Leto, I watched: Language Etymology of Truthiracy P1.avi, where he goes on about old wise asian people (so if they’re old and asian I must automatically assume they’re wise, I don’t think this is right), but synch it was interesting him egging-on the asians in my community, but this happens a lot… lots of people want to see the “fulfillers” achieve their end goal of ultimate sabotage torwards me, so much egging-on, persuasion and Neuro-linguistic_programming carries on to that end. If anything, his band doesn’t seem to be touring much this year and if I know anything about rich people, they’re traveling Bear Grylls style… nobody is after me except the “fulfillers”, rest assured… the decades of brainwashing is part of them now. FYI, I think they presumed I’d be here in Milpitas (Highway [2002]), near the freeway because of the like Project Medusa noises I hear 24/7, particularly a female moaning sexual noise, what might be asian children going “yeh” “huh” “mmmmhmmm” anytime I do something as they monitor, to be my own personal audience/training tool, the cars going by kinda dilute the noises… Just noticed someone either logged in real-time to my tumblr deleting (as they tried to crash my browser when I’d write this entry) parts of entries…. ‘cuze I can’t tag my entry with “iraq”, “afghanistan” even… in fact, my entires almost never appear in the tagged pages of Tumblr, so I urge you to spread the url to my Tumblr around, I think it’d be useful to some…
Re: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23376448967, just had a big incident at Ocean Supermarket in Milpitas, CA… so I’m noticing all these bags by the curb of the freeway shoulder, so I’m soon to be given the boot and likely a ticket or worse for being on city property camping out, but they’re going to find something connected to what I’m doing in the future (through monitoring, recall: “headstart, boost” in the races) to bind to my kick out, maybe something about blondes, a scene in a film where someone says “gtfo” and a blondes in the background (for not obsessing over them or something)… Everythings about like a bunch of people punishing for something they think I am without trying to find out for themselves… it’s part of the predictive programming, if someone popular on tv got that way (it must’ve been for a noble reason, crooks never become rich (rolly eyes), they’re not liking me must be true, all explained in “Impossible People”) likely because that’s what happened today, went to finish the “My So Called Life” episodes, Season 1, Episode 17, “Betrayal”, something about Angela having a dream, something about clothing, something about someone who is dead… so the people at Ocean Supermarket who kicked me and my dogs out, even though I explained under the ADA I could train them myself as service dogs and had a right to keep them with me, as disabled, in the stores… trying to teach my somewhat feral dog to behave himself in stores wasn’t acceptable (you best believe I heard something synch-wise soon after that, like something I downloaded, though couldn’t get to until my battery was fully charged elsewhere, so they could use it as a boost/training device), so I was told to keep them outside… then noticed lots more incidents with the dog lady, when you walk through the front door of the market, to the immediate left is a clothing store, lady ties up her dog in the front, even though the manager of the mall/market tells me she doesn’t even allow that dog there, though the owner still brings the dog… I am thinking they parallel everything to things irrelevant, and from the episode it shows this dog (who is long haired and blonde) represents blondes… it’s got an automatic door, we walk torwards it where I always tie my dogs to get their raw food, since it’s the cheapest in town, and they came prepared, the people at public storage thought they’d play another guessing game (pin the tail on the help, maybe my bros wrote me, I was supposed to guess, I already suspected… (hence the car scene in Episode 18 of “My So Called Life” = 18th today = 18 age of consent, constant issues with this number from the pedophiles and their hatred of my clean/porno-free collection of rare antique costume kids postcards)… where the office doors at Public Storage were all open, (how blonde dog ran out to ungreet us), man nearby who parked his car in front of his unit, had it all open and seemingly turned his space into an office, lucky him… the little dog comes running at Little Dood and Rose and attacks… his parent, some guy is all like we’re going to kill your dogs or something something because he couldn’t tie up his own dog and put it away… it’s not about wanting to hurt my dogs I don’t think… they just didn’t realise that they aren’t always included… I already had a precognitive dream the night before (though they were sneaking around my tent that night) Little Dood would have barked like crazy hearing another voice near my tent, so they didn’t talk this dream at me, his barking wakes me… of my aunt, clothes were in it (maybe not the clothes in your store, but get a life, like in the episode, she’s dead, hence the “dead” talk so no need to have talked about death to me or my dogs today… soon following “pin the tail on the help” like if my bro writes me to tell me he got me a car, I subconsciously know perhaps, or just have a bad feeling, don’t check it out, then don’t guess correctly, the correspondence gets removed and immediately it’s followed by pin-the-tail-on-the-attack… Something like this I presume went on… I want to explain that I am not a psychic-hotline… lotsa these games happen in my Life around money, whether it’s a money-maker like a dealer, a pimp-wannabe (though I’ve never prostituted or intend to), a store owner, a shop keeper, a wall street broker, whatever, it’s about “follow the money” for me, deeper in the mind, I may not allow myself to play if it’s going to make it so a bunch of fools can kidnap me to exploit me and go play the lottery or something… I don’t always have precog dreams, I don’t always guess right, sometimes I guess but do “it” anyways for the experience or to accomplish something (today it was teaching that lady to lock up her little fiend dog who might’ve done it to a little girl or boy holding a toy-poodle)… Episode 18, Season 1 of “My So Called Life” (speaking of Jake like Jack) uses a box of Cracker Jack popcorn (Truthiracy etymology = Jack = Joker = Fool), I presume in this context it’s a club, the remote-molestation-pedophile club perhaps, Freemasons? or linked?, “Something has to happen” as little girl Danielle is near the bed, pedophilia needs to happen thanks to Jack-club? Noticed also I think Angela’s uncle looks like David Cole for a reason, since they talk about 9/11. I just don’t know where this is all going with them, but I do think they’re making themselves look horrible and wasting my time with the games, I don’t want to play and don’t have to, as proven the synchs happen anyway… also, just because my aunt in my dream is dead, doesn’t mean anything other than proof I did love her and remember her… because I also dream about the Living. As I learned today how phenomenal the human mind is, that though I recall most of this show on MTV through scattered reruns, my mind may know the correct sequence somehow… beyond that other connections still take place beyond what is seen and heard…
Re: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23303528894, I’m still on my Leto research, because of the list at the bottom of entry: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23193889156, I usually spend about a week or two rehashing old films and the like… was watching the film Prefontaine (1997), with several more tricks/tips on me for some reason, where they’d insinuate about a comet (Aphophis or Elenin, dunno but Leto’s character’s girlfriend in the film was named Elly for ELE, Extinction Level Event), I believe, where they seemingly talked about the remote-molestation I am getting, particularly semantics about the organ-pushing aspect of what they do from afar, particularly my bladder was being pushed on the entire film, as I was monitored watching it… Season 1, Episode 12 of “My So Called Life” seemed to have semantics in the beginning about getting kicked out of something, so the City decided to clear out bushes near where I am staying, though didn’t see me, who knows when they’ll be back.. that’s why I figure they put me in this situation, far from electricity, because I beat them at this synch-stuff and they need a headstart in the races, a boost, to catch up, ie. monitor what I am going to watch later to then play pin-the-tail-on-the-attack/help… fairly pathetic… everytime I am at my unit someone always comes nearby with some sorta semantics, or other stalker/homicidal/stress-inducing signal/remark/hint at what they want me to watch/download/see next, but that is not the game I am playing… If I turn out to find something that is correct to them, it’s purely coincidence, as often as it may happen, I presume quite a bit… Anyhow, Prefontaine: big on the #15 (I believe represents the Saturnian worship I am studying, connected to the myth of Satan), again 1 often means “the one”… although I noticed in the last few episodes of “My So Called Life” a tip about comets… more Hollywood apocalypse fear-mongering, as exoteric as it may seem, it’s still a money-maker… So I wondered why in Prefontaine it’s always 6pm, because I believe the clocks are not telling you 666, but rather the arms of the clock are pointing to the heavens… again I don’t take notes, this is summation of my final interpretations and so it’s easier to do this real-time, tell you what I am noticing, right or wrong… in the film they mention my ex-boyfriends full name, who I met on a bus trip to a rave around age 17, and that’s how I ended-up on the West Coast, they also mention my brother/cousin’s name Ruben (although, they say “Rube”, so it could be about a punk-band’s song (Rancid), it could mean a ruby [jewel], or more b/s about how a family member of mine is behind this like the brainwashing that those remote-skin-molesting me, noise making [Project Medusa] are in fact ghosts of my dead aunt and mom)… Just because they are telling you this stuff, doesn’t mean it’s anything other than disinfo, even if 9/11… mild hints of pedophilia, a reaction wanted by the director perhaps as teens sat in the bleachers… Ultimately, my point being is that it’s clear atleast one of the dozens of films where I see me being talked about, they must actually be (not that all the millions of fables out there aren’t truly fables), the finger is being pointed rather barefaced in my direction… that the actors are either genius actors, convincing me that they know I exist or I am a genius at identifying the nuances. Also, Steve in Prefontaine seems to do exactly what has occured in my Life, turned into a symbolic word that is supposed to represent Jesus, the bibull (bible), likewise Thomas (Tom) doesn’t always mean to them Thomas from the bible but also Judas. Was the terrorist attack of Prefontaine a hint about 9/11, a real historical event, or more Israeli tricks, a way to train us about 9/11 and how they’re “supposedly” victims of the Arabs… So, on recommendation (no I don’t talk to anyone really, & you bet I’m not getting a penny from Hollywood) I’m going to check-out the film “One Day in September” (1999), seems to talk about the same attack on the Olympics, 999 as 666, again about the myth of Satan, I’d have to count how many times in Prefontaine I saw the clock say 6pm, though I still think it’s a comment about comets… which I keep saying that people should try to get to the bottom of this ELF/skin-molestation/sound stuff, seems like it could definitely affect the performance of your favorite athletes, but I know, just keep ignoring it, and live in oblivion. Just found out that Jake Gyllenhaal (the person Bear Grylls, also in the list mentioned at the top of this entry, took on a hike in his show “Man Vs. Wild”), is also in a film with Jared Leto (weird coincidence) called Highway (2002), gonna check this film out later…
Re: http://tryflintox.tumblr.com/post/23193889156; Re: Basil (1998) film… I was just about to finish watching this film, still have a few minutes, but to sum up every single detail I examined throughout the film, it appears the lure is that “30” from “30 Seconds to Mars”, the music band name, refers to 2012 (this December) when I turn 30. Like I explained a thousand times, it was my suspicion that they’d either try to take me out (blood sacrifice on Apocalypse Island?); I must know, with or without the group orgy, perhaps with those eluded to in my list from my previous entry… or wait, wait, I know I must bow-down to blonde women and somehow through mannerisms and flirtation show I want an polygamous relationship with Kait and Mathew (both strangers), also hints I am getting from semantics EVERYWHERE… (Mathew was a climber, hints possibly in Basil)… or they’re all acting weird thinking I’ll help them to prevent their psycho idea of the world ending in late 2012, truth is none of them really believe that, this is just some sick reality-Truman-show thing and I am to be left on my own… Season 1, Episode 11 of “My So Called Life” tv show, seems to indicate the only way this would happen is I am fat as an adult (lotsa arm folding near the belly with blondes around about in the scenes)… but the truth is I am scrawny and that all these people have excuses/reasons/tips/hints/tricks at what I am supposed to do for any of these people to come through… Both “Basil” & “My So Called Life” had references to homelessness, which I am at the moment… one where Leto gets all upset (think it’s Basil) so here I am, where is everyone? Even my brothers are not writing me, making a decision that will mark our relationship forever, as indicated in Episode 11 (desertion)… Because if I am the abused, which is obvious, and they can’t find an excuse to keep carrying on, one that is not hypocritical, then I am no different than any one of those mangled in Iraq or Afghanistan… the same-type predictive programming is not meant to benefit me, so that’s what’ll happen… but it’s meant to unite the public in another delusion, watching as Christians allow this to happen to a helpless so they can have another excuse for an elsewhere attack, because they won’t be able to produce any aliens for you or any other astonishing thing come the end of the Mayan Calendar, no zombies, ghosts, nada… just a double-9/11 sandwich being squished together now finally… I watched Basil today, 5/17 while one of his songs would say synchronously: “1 for 2”, something like that… one-before-today, is how I’ll look at it because synch-wise I am usually pretty close, 16 was a big # in the film… the moral of that story for me is that it’s all about reflection and projection, they can only expect from me so much as I am getting from them… that includes revealings, trust… There’s nothing I have to do, I don’t have to change my habits to make it easier for them to find me a date, I don’t have to put up with the slander, I don’t have to put up with the pouting and confusion, I don’t have to wait, I don’t deserve any of it. Maybe these people aren’t in a position to help as the circular lollipop system (they want you to think it’s a pyramid system) is hogging their minds, hearts and wallets, but I don’t think that’s entirely true at all… BBL
Many new revelations, or as they’re admitting: distractions, lately for me… I’m down to about $600, my doggies and I are still doing the homeless thing, still getting grief at Public Storage (not much though, mostly from stalker-customers), the company won’t win me some $$$ for filling out their surveys, Google refuses to advertise on some of my videos with clips I thought were allowed by Fair Use rights, no money there, some other stalkers in town are bothering me, semantics/games on the radio (NPR, BBC, Internet, etc…) but mainly we’re peaceful, just lotsa mind-control madness that can really wear on you and you’ll start to understand why as I continue here… My playlist on youtube: Blue Symbolism showed what happens as I synchronously (and coincidently, but usually right on target) stumble upon films/music/documentaries/audio/so on where one seems to correspond with another to uncover things about conspiracies, politics, science, mathematics, nature, mind-control, torture, etc…. as I have no job (not even a phone to get one), and the worldy-Yoly-cult refuses to lend a hand, so as I’ve revealed these people seem to know me as I am stalked (threatened, things being taken to dead animals being left for me to see everywhere, to name-calling by strangers in the media, molested remotely 24/7 (for atleast the past two years with severity, probably gone on though since I was a kid as a nudge here or a scratch there I thought was natural) with some sort-of electromagnetic-extremely-low-frequency-who-cares-what-device… they’re waiting until I can no longer uncover things (no money for internet) to simply not-forgive and utterly forget me and what they’ve done. Here’s an example, in my boredom, (more in my journal) last week I stumbled upon a film called Treasure Island (2012) with Toby Regbo, by this point I had already watched the film Space Twister (2012) with a spin-around eluded to (followed by) the film, The Avengers (2012), probably (I forget) followed by the film Kaydara (2011) … so, I’m like “who’s this kid”… looks like Frank… then I search Regbo, and watched the film Mr. Nobody (2009) with Jared Leto who I remember from the old show in 1995 or so (I was about 12 then) called “My So Called Life”, to find tips/hints/easter-eggs about sodomy (“cheese” I think means feces, as I found out from some documentary on Alfred Kinsey (Mansons=Crowley=Satanism=Pedophilia), I think, also talked about as “fondue” in the film Captain America: The First Avenger [2011]), swastikas (inverted = peace [yeh, right, lol]), mild hints of pedophilia, and a not-too-shocking reference to 9/11 in Season 1, Episode 4 with the clock showing 22 = 11), swift scene pan over to a middle-eastern student, holding up red/blue folders as I learned by Truthiracy3 on youtube (etymology of bull, bible), and what I thought was several direct references to me including one where I thought they were talking about disability benefits (I couldn’t get because of the bald-headed white guy who stalked me to the interview a few years back I suspect, I spoke of in blog: mrboy09.livejournal.com), swift scene pan over to bald headed student in crowd at school… Leto was also in a film about the death of John Lennon, where he was the shooter, and Lennon happens to have died on my birthday, before I was born obiviously… Chapter 27 (2007) I believe… I watched a few Max Keiser (youtube) shorts after seeing Leto in the film Lord of War (2005), some semantics on the same film with Max too, programs from May 4 to today 16th, where he talks about the economy, debt…
Most enjoyable as I thought I would never live-down the blonde-girls, sun-rises-and-sets for astonishing mind-control from every sphere I am getting absolutely most religiously, because I noticed Kate in her myspace main phone holding up a glass of wine and all synch-style (as usual… it’s really amazing, I just don’t take notes, but rest assured this happens to me constantly) I find a vid/or audio soon after all about the Whore of Babylon so I put two and two together and thought I would never figure out wtf or live it down… then My So Called Life show says the year of her birth 1987, with purple something or other in the background all about how this is some game (semantically)… here’s the direct bible quote: “17:4 And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication”… Probably just a coincidence but funny that Scarlett Johansson starred in The Avengers, has red hair like the main character of My So Called Life: Claire Danes. So, I think I’m done with that and take a break… time to check-out Jared, ‘cuze he’s hot, no offense Frank but where the f***k… Then, I find out Leto is in a band, and some of his music I’ve even heard on the radio, just didn’t know it was him until now, not bad… whatever is clever… still bored I decided to listen to his band “30 Seconds to Mars” Best-of CD (2010), thought I’d watch Avengers again to see anything I missed and started noticing that they must’ve synched the music in CD 1 up until about 1 hour 36 minutes into the film (36=86=gtfo), then when they’re shuffling a deck of cards (Impossible People?!?), they seemingly try to hint at starting back there by flipping the tracks top-to-bottom in CD 2 from that point and listening on… Like from the Neverwas (2005) film, all I could really gather from the song-synch is something about hating on me until I bash Christianity or that they want war with the Christians next, and that Mars rovering is a freakin’ hoax… as I suspect they also did in the Hugo (2011) film, like with Stanely Kubrick who might of hinted at filming the Moon Landing Hoax, is Martin Scorses involved or know about the mars debacle? After the Leto-Avengers song-synch, I listened to this program: Church of Mabus Mp3 - 5/12/12 where they’re trying to give me tips/hints on synching Leto’s music with the Avengers… my point for telling you this is that this always happens to me, they plan/plot/spy what the next step is but I’ve already gotten there on my own, usually entirely spontaneously… as I complained before I am promised the world, men, money, housing… and every single time I get it right, I get diddly-squat, except more grief… in the Mabus show he also refers to something about one of my computers and how I lost my password, by saying that nazis somehow hacked his website and so if the site is really on strike until I remember my password to the machine containing copies of the Bull God of the Bible documentaries, so that they can say to themselves we’re not lying by sharing the etymology info, I dunno what to tell you… it’s all the predictive programming I am sharing with you above in this entry, where you honestly believe if something bad happens to me like a scrape or forgetful accident or even sick pets then that’s some sorta sign… I heard a great quote last week, “I can’t be beaten, because we’re not playing the same game”, so Avengers/Hollywood are you playing cards with my Life?! Have you hooked everybody into this so they can be distracted from social security loss, pensions lost, free education, free housing, Homeland Security wanting to take over Govnt lands starting in California, Monsanto, etc. etc. etc., tons of stories? Because like when I was 13 or so, watching Gremlins and My So Called Life, so much more innocent and unknowing, now being mentally punished for not seeing the references to 9/11 (terrorist attacks) before they happened? Now I know at least for sure, and you can’t believe in INCREDIBLE amount of hassle over this I’ve gotten, I also thought I saw hints in the Bladerunner (1982) film , that the whole Kate-blonde-superiority thing was just a lure to get all the jerks on me if I ever awaken to the news… Now my brother says to move to Orlando, which, if I check my email, he will take back and probably won’t help cover any of my bills, while you all spend millions on box-office tickets to get tricked/hoaxed…
After noticing Toby flirtation I had to make this list of those doing this to me in films (to see if I could formulate any patterns), somehow to keep track of atleast one synch thing that happens to me, it’s not a fully mature list at all, since I am only trying to remember back the past few months, but it’s a work in progress:
married to whites:
bear grylls
robert downy
alex jones
stephan colbert
Ryan Reynolds
James McAvoy
married:
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not married (maybe is), dates whites:
sam worthington
frank dillane
chris evans
paul walker
Toby Regbo
jared leto
not married, unknown, possibly gay:
wentworth miller
kieth olberman
is white, lesbian persuasian?:
Saoirse Ronan
Mia Wasikowska
Alison Lohman
P.S. I forgot to mention the incessant phallus worshipping going on, it’s very suttle but it’s happening in the media… sometimes it’s blatant… ultimately if the war of the races ever stops and whites win world dominance (in numbers) or whatever some of the higher-ups may desire, there’ll be war of the ages, followed by gender wars, then a final war on slavery (mind-control)… because patriarchy, as it’s closely bounded to religion (not just good-ol’ fertility worship, but outright male favoritism) will become more obvious as men get bloodthirsty and bored, if the elites have their way and subjugate the rest of humanity.
